the worst day ever

so i got sent home today cause of my tb skin test. which i told you all about in the last post. well i went to lunch with my papa and he told me to go pay a bill for him and so i did well when i showed up the whole place was locked up and i dont know why. so when i went back to my car i looked in the window and my keys were in the ignition and my purse was in there too. so i had to walk home and break into our house by kicking in the door to get papas spare keys and have my meme take me to his work to get his key to the garage where my spare keys to my car are at. well we get there and i open the door without his spare key, aparently he doesnt lock his door at work cause of the guard. so i got his key to the garage and went back home and got my key then beack to the church to get my car (the bill was due to angel food ministries) then had to go back home cause i forgot the check and form that i had to give them. so i left to go and get well my mom calls me and tells me to go to her work when im done, so i get distracted and im a block away from the church and i realize i forgot the form and check again. so i go back home and get it and then drop it off. so im going to my moms work and i get stuck behind an idiot who likes to go 20 in a 35 so i pass them and speed up and im so mad i end up doing 50 in a 35 and then i see a cop coming towards me but he didnt stop me thank goodness. so i turn on 32nd off main and 32nd is 40 but once again i get stuck behind someone slow who is going 30. and i cant pass them cause all the traffic behind us is passing also so im following behind her for 5 blocks and then i finally paa her and she gets in the turning lane. i was so mad i screamed and clinched the steering wheel and then 'take it easy' came on the radio and i tried to but then someone cut me off and was going slow once again. so i finally make it to moms work and she was having a bad day also cause her and my dad were fighting over his drinking and he told her to just stay with him until after christmas and if she wants to move out then she can. but she has nowhere to go cause she doesnt want to be 34 years old and live at home with her dad and me even though it will only be for a short while til she gets on her feet again. so i think its okay dont you. but her old boyfriendmark is coming back into the picture and she wants to get back with him because he treated her right even though that was the time they were on drugs and she is concerned cause he is 7 years younger than her but age is just a number. although he has been married for 6 months but he said he wants my mom back so i dont know how its gonna work out. but whatever happens is i hope she leaves my dad cause hes the biggest drunk and she deserves a better guy cause shes always had the worst luck with men and she deserves better. i really dont care how much she has messed up before. i used to be at the point where i hated her and she was not my mom she was just tonya a woman who gave brith to me. all because of her drugs. it was sickening to see her fall apart and i hated it. if it wasnt for my papa taking me in i would have nothing. he is number one im my heart and always will be. i love him so much and always will. and i know my meme and mom are jealous but they dont understand, he can make me so mad but no matter how mad i get i will always love him and forgive him. he is my world and its gonna be hard when i go to college but i cant live here forever. hes the reason i want to be a nurse. so i can take of him cause i do not trust the nursing homes anywhere. even the one i work at for my clinicals. but im gonna go now, i hope you are getting to know me better now annette.
bye bye for now. love always, tomiah.